The stars gleam...

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 06:46:49 GMT

hmmmm....decisions....

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 05:14:16 GMT

So, I haven't updated in a while, and before the last time I updated, it had been a long time then too. I'm just not sure what to do with this livejournal. I don't want to completely give it up...but in another way I just feel it's a part of high school, and I'm so over that right now. So much of what is in here is complete shit, but for about the past two years it's been apart of my life. I put my thoughts down in here for every stupid high school drama that pathetically touched my life. But, there were also some really great moments that have been shared in here.

....

This is just a stupid livejournal. It has no real importance on the way the world works and it has no real importance in the lives of anyone who reads it.

I'm closing this LJ. I'm done with this one the way I'm done with high school. Time to move onto a new chapter.

I'll make a new LJ account for my college years. I'll let you all know when i make it.

Thanks.

thoughtful

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 06:29:05 GMT

So I've been on this hating Bush kick lately, and feeling very anti-war and shit. I'm just very discontent with the world as of late, there's so much bullshit that politicians spoon feed us, and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of Bush's fucking war, and I'm sick of Bush. So, here are some quotes that I think are interesting, that I like a lot.

"Peace has never come from dropping bombs. Real peace comes from enlightenment and educating people to behave more in a divine manner." ~ Carlos Santana

"War may sometimes be a necessary evil. But no matter how necessary, it is always an evil, never a good. We will not learn how to live together in peace by killing each other's children." ~ Jimmy Carter

"What difference does it make to the dead, the orphans and the homeless, whether the mad destruction is wrought under the name of totalitarianism or the holy name of liberty or democracy?" ~ Gandhi

"You must be the change you want to see in the world." ~ Gandhi

"Imagine all the peopleliving life in peace.You may say I'm a dreamer,but I'm not the only one.I hope someday you'll join us,and the world will live as one." ~ John Lennon

"Peace cannot be achieved through violence, it can only be attained through understanding." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power,the world will know peace." ~ Jimi Hendrix

"Peace is not merely a distant goal that we seek, but a means by which we arrive at that goal." ~ Martin Luther King Jr.

"All we are saying is give peace a chance..." ~ John Lennon

"More than an end to war, we want an end to the beginning of all wars -- yes, an end to this brutal, inhuman and thoroughly impractical method of settling the differences between governments." ~ Franklin D. Roosevelt

"The real differences around the world today are not between Jews and Arabs; Protestants and Catholics; Muslims, Croats, and Serbs. The real differences are between those who embrace peace and those who would destroy it; between those who look to the future and those who cling to the past; between those who open their arms and those who are determined to clench their fists." ~ Bill Clinton

"An eye for eye only ends up making the whole world blind." ~ Gandhi

"Fighting for peace is like fucking for chastity." ~ Anonymous

SUPPORT OUR TROOPS, BRING THEM HOME!!

NO MORE BLOOD FOR OIL!!!

Starving children...

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 05:53:12 GMT

Make me so sad. I was watching Live8 today and it's such a great cause. We need to make this issue more globally aware. So, I got inspired, and wrote a shit poem/song thingy, but it expresses my feelings, which is all its supposed to do. Enjoy.

Humanity At Risk

The children are crying,
The people are lying.
Is there nothing we can do,
To save the poor and the hungry?

When will the day come
When people live in peace
When people don’t go hungry,
When everyone agrees?

When will he be good
When will his heart warm
And his mind change from killing?
When will he care about humanity?

When will the day come
When people live in peace
When people don’t go hungry
When everyone agrees?

When will they show they care
And act upon their love
When will we all see the joy of life
When a child is smiling.

When will the day come
When people live in peace
When people don’t go hungry
When everyone agrees?

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 00:35:55 GMT

I'll never make it as a sailor because I can't tell when it's going to rain or not, and because I have no sense of direction.

Just thought I'd let you all know that.

Tue, 31 May 2005 04:19:56 GMT

Driving home from work, with the windows rolled down, blasting Starting Line...and then the sweet smell of summer rose to my nostrils. Fresh cut grass, the lingering smells of a barbequed dinner...it reminded me how close school is to ending (yay!)and how soon the lazy summer days are. I can't wait...

i dont wanna grow up....

Sat, 28 May 2005 05:33:09 GMT

Wow, I can't believe I'm almost done with school. Only 5 days left, and then graduation. This is the one thing I've been waiting forever for, and now that it's finally happening I have some majorly mixed emotions. On one hand I can't wait to get out of that hell hole that they call high school, and on the other hand i'm as scared as a 14 year old about to start high school. The safety and reliability of high school will be gone. I will be alone, in a different state, living with someone other than my fam, and completely responsible for myself. It's and exhilirating thought, to have all this freedom that I dream about. To be able to do what I want, when I want is awesome. But, I'm scared I'm going to miss everyone, and my family. 18 does seem young to be leaving the nest, but everyone does it, and I'm sure most have the same thoughts that I have running through my head right now. Everything is just going to be so open, and crazy and different. And, even though I'm scared, I wish it was September cause I just wanna start and get the first few days over and done with, and then be happy. I am really excited about Orientation coming up in a few weeks and also for the Leadership camp. It will give me my first taste of college, and that's exciting.

You gotta love where my mind goes late at night when I'm the only one awake in my big, quiet house. My mind wanders and just goes down some crazy thought processes. Prolly ones that I shouldn't be thinking right now. But hey, you can't really stop it right?

I need a life.

And I wanna go work out again. I feel the NEED to excercise. I feel the NEED to lose weight. I feel the NEED to be fitter and healthier. Damn YMCA only being open till 10.

I really need a life.

fun fun weekend

Tue, 24 May 2005 02:59:19 GMT

So my rents left me alone for the weekend. Obviously, I was gonna have some fun. Friday night Nick came over, and stayed the night. Saturday Haley, Court, Nicole, Kristen, and Megan all came over for some girl time...with the Mike's hard Lemonade. That is so goood stuff. I tell you. WE had a fabulous time of hanging out, watching mean girls and gossiping. Tons of fun. Sunday I went to Shirley's, my voice teacher, house for dinner. She invited all of her senior voice students to come, so that was fun. But I think I may have eaten something bad cause I woke up this morning feeling like shit, and so I decided to stay home from school. At about 1030 this morning, I ran to the toilet and proceeded to throw up everything I ate last night. So that was tons of fun. Then this afternoon I had to go pick up the rents from the airport and my crazy weekend came to a close. I look forward to another in June. :) And here's a perfect memento of Saturday night with an awesome pic of court's sweet sweet ass. Lol.

Sat, 14 May 2005 00:35:38 GMT

You gotta love only working for 2 and a half hours. Heh. Good ol' book stores being slow and boring. And now, I get to sit on my lazy ass.

wow....

Fri, 13 May 2005 04:32:26 GMT

So we like graduate in 18 days or something like that. Omg, how freaking crazy is that? We're done with High School. A whole era of our lives, gone. I'm super happy to be getting out of that shit hole, but in another way, I'm kinda freaked out. I'm gonna be leaving home come September. How do I know that I'm ready to live on my own? I'm an adult, but in ways I'm still a child too. Wow. But, having said that, and knowing how nervous I am going to be to start college, I'm so excited. I finally get to learn stuff that I want to learn. Stuff that interests me, and things that I can use later on in my life. But, it still really feels weird to be finally done with AVHS. Wow. Anyways, here's a song that in a way I think it sums up teens pretty well, maybe not all teens, but some, like me.

Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can’t move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can’t breathe
And I hope someone will help me this time
And your mother’s still calling you insane
And I swear that it’s different this time
And you tell her you give in to the demons that possess her and that god never
blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
Crawl back into bed to dream of a time when your heart was open wide
And you loved things just because
Like the sick and the dying
And sometimes when you’re on
You’re really fucking on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you’ll fight and you’ll make it through
You’ll fake it if you have to
And you’ll show up for work with a smile
And you’ll be better
And you’ll be smarter
And more grown up and a better daughter or son
And a real good friend
And you’ll be awake
You’ll be alert
You’ll be positive though it hurts
And you’ll laugh and embrace all your friends
And you’ll be a real good listener
You’ll be honest
You’ll be brave
You’ll be handsome and you’ll be beautiful
You’ll be happy

Your ship may be coming in
You’re weak but not giving in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below
And your ship may be coming in
You’re weak but not giving in
And you’ll fight it
You’ll go out fighting all of them….

whew

Mon, 09 May 2005 06:01:38 GMT

It's 1 am and I just finished writing the 1st half of my rough draft for the research paper. I have about 7 pages, and I think my second half will be slightly longer since my third section is fairly long and full of lots of information. So, I am proud of myself, as this is the hardest paper I've ever written in my life, and I'm doing it!!! I think I may reach the goal of twenty pages...or atleast be pretty damn close to it. GO ME! I am doing awesome, and I'm no failing yet! And now it is time to sleep and I am beyond being tired at this point....*snore*

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 02:34:44 GMT

so i am writing this update on my brand spakin new laptop that i recieved in the mail today! Yay! That is all.

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 18:59:24 GMT

Copy the lyrics of a song into the google language translator, translate from English to German, then German to French, and then French to English. Post that text in your journal, and have people guess what the song is.

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Wed, 20 Apr 2005 04:56:35 GMT

Raise your hand if you think Paula Abdul is on something......*raises hand and waves wildly in the air*. Seriously though, anyone notice how crazy she has been the past few weeks on American Idol? She always has this doped up smile on her face, and her gestures are all over the place....it looks kinda bad. I doubt any one cares about this, but I just think it's such a change from the beginning of this season to now...it's kinda sad, really.

Anyways, I'm super duper excited about this weekend! Court and I road trippin it to Eau Claire! Placement tests here we come! And it's even cooler now that I found out that Nicole and Kristen are heading up there too this weekend to see some friends. I hope we can chillzor with them Friday night or something. It'll be sweet.

Anyways, time for me to go crash into bed....Have a good night everyone!

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 04:32:15 GMT

Requiem for a Dream is a fucked up movie, but i love it! For some odd reason......

wow

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 05:21:32 GMT

So, I'm sure this isn't a big deal to most of you, but I now have over 1,000 bucks in my bank account. If you know me, this is a big deal for me. I am the most spontaneous buyer. I just shop and shop and shop. So I am almost there to being able to buy my laptop. Only a few more paychecks...and i'll do it! Yay!

omg this is awesomley long.....

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 05:31:04 GMT

[ .01. ] first name: Meghan
[ .02. ] middle name: Kathleen
[ .03. ] last name: Auld
[ .04. ] nickname(s): Megs, Meg-a-han, Meg-han
[ .05. ] gender: female
[ .06. ] birthday: 01/06/87
[ .07. ] height: 5'3"
[ .08. ] hair color: dirtay blonde
[ .09. ] eye color: hazel
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: both
[ .011. ] do you have braces: not anymore
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: medium length
[ .013. ] where were you born: Sydney, Australia
[ .014. ] current location: Apple Valley, MN
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: Capricorn
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: english, and bits of Spanish
[ .017. ] what langage do you want to learn: German or Italian
[ .018. ] bad habits: nail biting, procrastination
[ .019. ] piercing you have: one in each ear
[ .020. ] piercing you want: nothing more
[ .021. ] tattoos you have: none
[ .023. ] today: sleepy friday
[ .024. ] today's date: April 8, 2005
[ .025. ] the time: 11:43 pm
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: ummmmm sure, i gots time to kill

F A M i L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: Alison
[ .028. ] father's name: Tim
[ .029. ] brother's name: James and Brendon
[ .030. ] sister's name: Rebecca
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: Auntie Den
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: Uncle Pete
[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: Pop
[ .036. ] worst relative: I don't really have any
[ .037. ] best relative: see above
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: most of the time
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: My mom.

P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: yep
[ .041. ] what are their names: Pip
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: cat

S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: sadly yes
[ .044. ] did you drop out: Negative
[ .045. ] current gpa: 3.50
[ .046. ] favorite grade: 7th, 11th
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 8th
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Melton
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Dirth *shudder*
[ .050. ] favorite subject: english
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: Math.
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Buy
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: Nope
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: literary arts mag
[ .055. ] are/were you popular: not really, don't really want to be. I'm happy with my little group.
[ .056. ] favorite dance: prom last year, homecoming 11th grade
[ .057. ] favorite memory: ummmmm....idk
[ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: graduation
[.059. ] least favorite memory: fainting in Criminology....eesh
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: see above, sitting down after Nicole pulled my chair from under me in Wellness...and then I fell to the ground. lol.

F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] number: 6
[ .062. ] letter: S
[ .063. ] shoes: flip flops
[ .064. ] saying(s): FUCK!
[ .065. ] TV show: OC, Gilmore Girls, Everwood, American Idol
[ .066. ] sport: baseball
[ .067. ] vegetable: potatoes
[ .068. ] fruit: strawberries
[ .069. ] movie: too many to choose from
[ .070. ] magazine: US Weekly
[ .071. ] actor: Brad Pitt
[ .072. ] actress: Kirsten Dunst
[ .073. ] candy: any form of chocolate
[ .074. ] gum: orbit
[ .075. ] scent: idk
[ .076. ] candy bar: see above
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: mint chocolate chip
[ .078. ] color: red, black, blue
[ .079. ] season: Spring
[ .080. ] holiday: x-mas
[ .081. ] band: Dashboard Confessional, Rilo Kiley, Green Day
[ .082. ] singer: Kelly Clarkson (what? she has a really really good voice!)
[ .084. ] rapper: Kellis.....
[ .085. ] type of music: rock
[ .086. ] thing in your room: my stuffed animals
[ .087. ] place to be: wherever im happy at that moment
[ .089. ] tv channel: WB or MTV
[ .090. ] junk food: Cheetos!
[ .091. ] overall food: potatoes
[ .092. ] store: American Eagle
[ .093. ] hangout: Nick's house, da mall
[ .094. ] fast food: Mickey D's
[ .095. ] restaurant: Applebee's
[ .096. ] shape: umm star
[ .097. ] time of day: twilight
[ .098. ] country: Australia
[ .099. ] state: Massachusetts
[ .100. ] boys name: Owen
[ .101. ] girls name: Katelyn or Mikayla
[ .102. ] mall: Burnsville
[ .103. ] video game: dont play them
[ .104. ] shampoo: Head and Shoulders
[ .105. ] board game: Life
[ .106. ] computer game: Oregon Trail!
[ .107. ] car: Honda Civic
[ .108. ] music video: idk
[ .109. ] swear word: Fuck.
[ .110. ] word: Couldn't choose.
[ .111. ] month: May
[ .112. ] cartoon: Family Guy
[ .113. ] scary movie: i hate them
[ .114. ] team: Mariners
[ .115. ] possession: idk

WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR..
[ .116. ] eminem: white
[ .117. ] dog: mean
[ .118. ] hot: cold
[ .119. ] britney spears: whore
[ .120. ] nsync: lance bass
[ .121. ] real world: sluts and hos
[ .122. ] orange: juice
[ .124. ] war: evil
[ .125. ] bisexual: can't choose
[ .126. ] black: and white
[ .127. ] icq: lame ass aim
[ .128. ] insane clown posse:wtf
[ .129. ] linkin park: depressed
[ .130. ] jack: of trades!
[ .131. ] rainbow: SUSPENDERS!
[ .133. ] cucumber: nummy
[ .134. ] shark: tale!
[ .135. ] lifehouse: spin
[ .136. ] bat: baseball
[ .137. ] leather: seats
[ .138. ] whip: it good
[ .139. ] america: sucks
[ .140. ] water: pee
[ .141. ] volcano: hot
[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: pop
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: r&b
[ .148. ] rap or metal: rap
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: pop
[ .150. ] pop or metal: pop
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: r&b
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: neither
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: selena
[ .155. ] hot or cold: cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer: Summer
[ .157. ] spring or fall: spring
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: britney
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: neither
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: marilyn
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: garbage
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: Buffy
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls
[ .165. ] football or basketball: neither
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: Summer.
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: neither.
[ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: rollerblading
[ .169. ] black or white: black
[ .170. ] orange or red: red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: Green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: pink
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: neither
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: pac sun
[ .175. ] inside or outside: depends on the weather and my mood
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone.
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: neither
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: neither
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: neither
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Star Wars
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: piercings
[ .184. ] prep or punk: doesnt matter
[ .185. ] slut or whore: both

P R i V A T E L i F E
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: yes
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: i guess yes
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: yes
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: yes
[ .190. ] how many people have you liked: A lot
[ .191. ] who was your first crush: Ben somebody or other in kindergarten
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: one or two
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: One
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: idk
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: perfect
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yes
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: no
[.198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: Yes...?
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: I don't think so.
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: i guess so
[ .202. ] are you still friends: we're dating now...lol
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: Nope
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: Nope
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no.
[ .206. ] how about a little x: No.
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: NO!
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: good
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: yes
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: never had it
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: Don't.
[ .213. ] have you ever drank Hpnotiq: no
[ .214. ] if yes, when was the last time you got some:

W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER..
[ .215. ] bungee jump: probably not
[ .216. ] sky dive: probably not
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: if i had the chance
[ .218. ] scuba dive: sure
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: no
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000:no
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: No
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no
[ .223. ] cross-dress: sure
[ .224. ] lie to the police: no
[ .225. ]holeyuppolice: come again?
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: sometimes
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them:no
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: no
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: no
[ .230. ] streak: depends on who im with

Y 0 U R F R I E N D S
[ .231. ] best friends: Court Nick
[ .232. ] known longest: Alyssa
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: Haley Nicole
[ .234. ] wish you saw more of: see above
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: handful
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: some people....
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: mostly everyone
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': no
[ .239. ] craziest: court amy
[ .240. ] loudest: see above
[ .241. ] shyest: tori nick
[ .242. ] best hair: jenna
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: Court nick
[ .244. ] best eyes: court
[ .243. ] best body: nick :-p
[ .246. ] most athletic: no one.
[ .247. ] sex symbol: Nicholas Deane
[ .248. ] hot tempered: amy
[ .249. ] most impatient: Me
[ .250. ] shortest: court
[ .251. ] tallest: kevin
[ .252. ] talented: will, jenna, court
[ .253. ] best singer: jenna
[ .254. ] skinniest: will
[ .255. ] nicest: All
[ .256. ] best personality: see above
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: amy

HAVE Y0U EVER:
[ .258. ] flashed someone: nope
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: yep
[ .260. ] been to michigan: yep
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope
[ .263. ] hated someone: yes
[ .265. ] stolen anything: no
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: maybe....
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: no
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yes
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: no
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: no
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: no
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: with the fam
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yes
[ .276. ] been to another country: yep
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: of course
[ .278. ] got pulled over: nope
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: small ones
[ .280. ] broke a law: yep
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: no
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: nope
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: no
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: nope
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: no

0 P I N I 0 N S
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: it can be catchy
[ .288. ] about boy bands: can be catchy
[ .289. ] about flag burning: dont care
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: war is bad
[ .291. ] about suicide: its bad
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: it happens
[ .293. ] about abortion: should be the womans choice
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: rock is good
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: happy
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: court, nicole, haley, nick

W H A T D I D Y 0 U D 0
[ .297. ] last birthday: hung out with court, nick, and the fam
[ .298. ] yesterday: went to school, went to nicks, went to work
[ .299. ] last weekend: was bored
[ .300. ] christmas: family stuff
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: nothing big
[ .302. ] new year's: chillin at courts
[ .304. ] easter: nothin
[ .305. ] valentine's day: actually had a date

T H E L A S T
[ .306. ] thing you ate: pretzel
[ .307. ] thing you drank: coke
[ .308. ] thing you wore: work clothes
[ .309. ] place you went: work
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tatooed: my ears
[ .311. ] person you saw: my dad
[ .312. ] person you kissed: Nick
[ .313. ] person you hugged: my dad
[ .314. ] person you talked to: my dad
[ .315. ] song you heard: dont remember
[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: nothing
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: pjs
[ .319. ] any shoes on: nope
[ .320. ] hat: nope
[ .321. ] listening to: nothing
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: nick
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: meh

Y or N

[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no
[ .325. ] do you like cows: yes
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: i can be
[ .327. ] are you artistic: no
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: yes
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: no
[ .330. ] can you ski: nope
[ .331. ] are you british: no
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: lol
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: no
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: yes
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: yes
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland: yes
[ .337. ] are you straight: Yep
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: no
[ .339. ] are you nice: yes
[ .340. ] are you naughty: :-p...maybe
[ .341. ] are you short: kinda
[ .342. ] are you tall: no
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: yes
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: no
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: no
[ .346. ] are you evil: no.
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: yep
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: yes
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: right now, yes
[ .350. ] am i annoying you?: yes
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: nope
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: no
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: yes
[ .354. ] this is over are you happy now: yes

wowzers...

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 23:38:50 GMT

It has been such a long time since I updated this. My god. I guess I just haven't been in the updating mood. My life hasn't been super exciting lately. I've just been going to school, going to work, and hanging out with nick. So, I just started the last trimester of my high school career. And I'm sure these will be the longest 2 1/2 months of my life. I just cannot wait to get out of that hell hole and into the life I want. I don't know if it's just me, but everyone at school just seems so much younger and immature. I'm just sick of all the petty shit that happens, and I don't understand anymore why people get so worked up at the smallest things. It all just seems so stupid in the big picture. *sigh*

And work....what to say about that...I'm really really bored with my job right now. I just do nothing. I thought it was good to begin with, but really after doing nothing for like 8 months...well it starts to get old after awhile. But, it's a steady job, and I'm not going to get fired, so I'm working for the summer there, quitting when I go to college, and then I'm never going back. Lol. And I don't really work with fun people, there really isn't anyone my age there. So, it sucks. Oh well.

And Nick, well that's going pretty damn good. It's been a little over 2 months now, and I'm just supremely happy. I'm just so happy, and he makes me happy, and I'm just...god...I can't even describe the feelings there. It's just so awesome. *squee*

Life is just chugging along, and I'm glad. I want to move on, I want to be independant, and I want to be able to make my own decisions without having my parents ragging all over me. I'm just frustrated that I have to wait till September before I get out of here....

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 04:43:59 GMT

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I hate my life. I have had the shittiest two days ever, apart from getting my hair done (which looks uber cute btw). Yesterday was fucking shitty cause my chior sucks ass and everyone in it sucks. I just can't take it anymore. I need to get out of this school, out of this town, and onto better things. I just........AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!

yoink

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 00:46:55 GMT

[Name] Meghan Auld
[Nickname] Megs, Megsy Kate, Meggo, Screggo, Meg-han
[Screen name] Mcutiepants

[Birthday] January 6th
[Astrological sign?] Capricorn
[Chinese zodiac sign?] Rabbit
[Location] Happy Valley aka Apple Valley
[Sexual Preference] boys
[Marital Status] Taken
[Religion] none
[Eye color] hazel
[Height] 5'4"
[Shoe size] 7 1/2
[Parents still together?] yeppers
[Siblings?] James, Brendon, and Becky
[Nieces/Nephews?] not yet
[Kids of your own?] god no
[Grandkids?] nope
[Pets?] 1 kitty
[In school/graduated?] SENIOR BABY!!
[Rent, lease, or own your home?] Home
[Have any credit cards?] does a check card count?
[What do you drive?] either a Toyota Highlander or a Honda Accord....depending on what is in the garage

Favorites
[Color] Red or Blue
[Number] 6
[Animal] Koala
[Vehicle] Honda Civic
[Flower] Rose
[Scent] Love Spell by Victoria's Secret
[Shape] star
[Drinks] Dr. peppa, Mike's hard lemonade
[Pop] Dr peppa
[Book] Little Women
[Band] Dashboard Confessional
[Song] "This Bitter Pill" by Dashboard

Do you...
[Color your hair?] sometimes
[Twirl your hair?] yes indeedy
[Have tattoos?] nope
[Piercings?] 1 in each ear
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] Yes, boyfriend
[Cheat on tests/homework?] yea
[Like roller coasters?] nope
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] meh, I'm ok for now
[Want more piercings?] maybe another hole in each ear
[Like cleaning?] hate, hate hate hate.
[Write in cursive or print?] both
[Carry a donor card?] no
[Swear a lot?] fuck yeah
[Own a web cam?] nope
[Know how to drive?] obviously
[Diet?] nope, i'm not that disciplined
[Own a cell phone?] yeah
[Ever get off the damn computer?] if I have to go to work
[Hablar Espanol?] si

Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] Nope.
[DUI?] no
[Been in a wreck?] ummmm....fender bender
[Been arrested?] nope
[Been in a fist fight?] nope
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] Nope
[Stolen anything?] no
[Held a gun?] no
[Drank?] oh yes
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your own name?] nope
[Considered a life of crime?] nope
[Considered being a hooker?] nope
[Cheated on someone?] nope
[Been married?] nope
[Cried over a girl?] nope
[Cried over a boy?] Yes.
[Lied to someone?] yep
[Been in love?] yes
[Fallen for your best friend?] actually yes....hi Nick!
[Made out with JUST a friend?] ummmmmm....maybe?
[Been rejected?] yes
[Been in lust?] yes
[Used someone?] no
[Been used?] idk
[Been cheated on?] not that i know of.
[Been kissed?] indeed

Now
[Current mood] blahhhhhh
[Current music] TV
[Current taste] orange juice
[Current hair] down
[Current annoyance] not being able to talk to nick
[Current smell] nothing
[Current thing I ought to be doing] finishing up Crime and Punishment
[Current windows open] internet explorer
[Current desktop picture] idk
[Current book] Crime and Punishment....not by choice
[Current cds in stereo] Dashboard Unplugged
[Current crush] Nicholas!!
[Current favorite celeb] Natalie Portman
[Current hate] Cold
[Current job] Music seller at B&N
[Last book you read] Hit Reply
[Last movie you saw] Million Dollar Baby
[Last thing you had to drink] Orange Juice
[Last thing you ate] Panda Express
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Court

Do you
[Do drugs?] Never
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] yes
[Play an instrument?] used to
[Believe there is life on other planets?] nope
[Remember your first love?] yep
[Still love/lust him/her?] no
[Read the newspaper?] no
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] no
[Believe in miracles?] i am a miracle...
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] Sure
[Consider yourself tolerant of others?] ususally
[Consider love a mistake?] depends on the situtation
[Have a favorite candy?] Mike and Ike's
[Believe in astrology?] not really
[Believe in magic?] not really
[Believe in God?] Yes
[Do well in school?] I used to....heh.
[Go to or plan to go to college] Attending Eau Claire next year
[Wear hats?] no
[Hate yourself?] not really
[Have an obsession?] ummmm no
[Have a secret crush?] No
[Do they know yet?]
[Collect anything?] nope
[Have a best friend?] yes
[Close friends?] A few.
[Like your handwriting?] yep
[Care about looks?] sometimes

Love life
[First crush] Scott Nordqusit 3rd grade
[First kiss] Will
[Single or attached?] attached
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] No
[Do you believe in "the one?"] yes
[Describe your ideal significant other] Nick Deane

Juicy stuff
[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] NO
[Have you ever been intoxicated?] yes
[Favorite place to be kissed?] neck, lips, forehead
[Are you a tease?] apparently....
[Shy to make the first move?] used to be

Are you a
[Wuss] sometimes
[Druggy] Nope.
[Daydreamer] sometimes
[Freak] yes...lol
[Dork] indeedy
[Bitch/Asshole] yup
[Brat] idk
[Sarcastic] yes
[Goody-goody] yea
[Angel] idk
[Devil] nope
[Shy] sometimes
[Talkative] Uh, yeah. once i know you.
[Adventurous] not really
[Joker] meh
[Flirty] yup

stlolen from ali

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 05:31:09 GMT

"If you read this,
even if i don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you...."

procrastinating....

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 23:20:34 GMT

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Layer.one
Name	Meghan
Birthdate	January 6th, 1987
Birthplace	Sydney, Australia
Current location	Apple Valley, MN
Eyes	hazel
Hair	blonde
Height	5'4"
Righty or Lefty	righty tighty
Zodiac Sign	Capricorn
Layer.two
Your heritage	Scottish/English/Australian/Irish/French/Dutch/German
Your weakness	chocolate
Your shoes you wore today	steve madden slipper clogs
Your fears	heights, being alone
Your perfect pizza	hawaiian
Goal you'd like to achieve	be a mom
Layer.three
Your thoughts first waking up	FUCK
Your best physical feature	eyes
Your bedtime	11-12ish
Your most missed memory	my childhood in Australia
Layer.four
Pepsi or Coke	COKE
McDonald's or Burger King	Mickey D's
Single or group dates	both
Adidas or Nike	neither
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea	neither
Chocolate or vanilla	chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee	coffee
Layer.five
Smoke	no
Cuss	fuck yes
Sing	yes
Take showers daily	yes
Have a crush	yes
Think you've been in love	yes
Want to go college	yes
Want to get married	yes
Believe in yourself	sometimes
Get motion sickness	no
Think you're attractive	sometimes
Think you're a health freak	no
Get along with your parents	sometimes
Like thunderstorms	yes
Play an instrument	used to
Layer.six - in the past months
Gone to the mall	yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos	no
Eaten sushi	no
Been on stage	yes
Gone skating	no
Made homemade cookies	no
Gone skinny dipping	no
Dyed your hair	no
Stolen anything	no
Label.seven - ever..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated	yes
Been called a tease	yes
Got beaten up	no
Layer.eight
Age you hoped to be married	22 or 23
Number and name of children	i want two kids
Dream wedding	doesn't matter, as long as I'm marrying someone I love
How do you want to die	without suffering
Where do you want to attend college	I am going to University of Wisconsin-Eau Claire
Dream job	young adult counselor
Country you want to visit	everywhere
Layer.nine - In a guy/girl...
Best eye color	blue
Best hair color	brown
Short or long hair	short
Height	taller than me
Best weight	doesn't matter
Best clothing	doesn't matter
Best first date location	coffee shop, or somewhere to talk
Best first kiss location	doesn't matter
Layer.ten
Number of drugs taken illegally	none
Number of people I could trust with my life	3
Number of CDs that I own	tons
Number of piercings	2, one in each ear
Number of tattoos	none
Number of times my name's been in the news	`none
Number of scars on my body	tons
Number of things in my past that I regret.	not many
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Now I really should go read Crime and Punishment....I'm like 100 pages behind on my reading. Fucking AP Lit.....*grumbles*

let it snow....let it snow.....let it snow.....

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 00:22:24 GMT

Hmmmmm, so there's a nice little blizzard going on outside. We are finally getting the snow and winter weather conditions that we haven't had all winter. But, my question is, why do we get the crappy snowy weather on a Friday? God has once again foiled my plans for a snow day......Damn.

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 18:51:07 GMT

So, Nick told me to update, so I guess I shall. So, I was too tired to go to school today. That's what I get for the massive amounts of work I am doing lately. Damn them all. I am liking making all the money though....that's always a good thing. Making money for my laptop that I'm going to buy in a month or two. That will be exciting when I finally have it cause I'm sick of using shitty linux. I miss windows and being able to play the Sims. Yep, that's a good game.
Anyways, so Nick and I are finally a couple now. It's been building up to this for awhile now, and I just didn't want to admit it to myself, cause that would have meant that everything with Marti was failing, which it did, and I'm glad it did, cause then Nick and I would never have happened, and I love being with him. I'm so happy right now, and so is he, which makes me even happier because he hasn't been happy for so long, and I am so glad he's ok now. Yay! for nick. :)
Mmmmm.....happiness is gooooood.....and I think that there is some major changes coming for me soon....

hmmmmm....

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 06:27:31 GMT

Life is going pretty damn good right now. I'm happy, and I don't really remember the last time I was completely over the moon happy. Which is quite sad, actually. Been realzing some pretty huge things right now, that affects my life soooooo much. So everything is going pretty awesome, and I have a feeling that its all gonna get so much better in the coming weeks. :)