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Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
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1:45 am
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| Friday, July 22nd, 2005
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12:00 am - hmmmm....decisions....
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So, I haven't updated in a while, and before the last time I updated, it had been a long time then too. I'm just not sure what to do with this livejournal. I don't want to completely give it up...but in another way I just feel it's a part of high school, and I'm so over that right now. So much of what is in here is complete shit, but for about the past two years it's been apart of my life. I put my thoughts down in here for every stupid high school drama that pathetically touched my life. But, there were also some really great moments that have been shared in here.
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This is just a stupid livejournal. It has no real importance on the way the world works and it has no real importance in the lives of anyone who reads it.
I'm closing this LJ. I'm done with this one the way I'm done with high school. Time to move onto a new chapter.
I'll make a new LJ account for my college years. I'll let you all know when i make it.
Thanks.
current mood:  apathetic
current music: My Slumbering Heart ~ Rilo Kiley
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| Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
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1:29 am - thoughtful
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So I've been on this hating Bush kick lately, and feeling very anti-war and shit. I'm just very discontent with the world as of late, there's so much bullshit that politicians spoon feed us, and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of Bush's fucking war, and I'm sick of Bush. So, here are some quotes that I think are interesting, that I like a lot.
"Peace has never come from dropping bombs. Real peace comes from enlightenment and educating people to behave more in a divine manner." ~ Carlos Santana
"War may sometimes be a necessary evil. But no matter how necessary, it is always an evil, never a good. We will not learn how to live together in peace by killing each other's children." ~ Jimmy Carter
"What difference does it make to the dead, the orphans and the homeless, whether the mad destruction is wrought under the name of totalitarianism or the holy name of liberty or democracy?" ~ Gandhi
"You must be the change you want to see in the world." ~ Gandhi
"Imagine all the peopleliving life in peace.You may say I'm a dreamer,but I'm not the only one.I hope someday you'll join us,and the world will live as one." ~ John Lennon
"Peace cannot be achieved through violence, it can only be attained through understanding." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
"When the power of love overcomes the love of power,the world will know peace." ~ Jimi Hendrix
"Peace is not merely a distant goal that we seek, but a means by which we arrive at that goal." ~ Martin Luther King Jr.
"All we are saying is give peace a chance..." ~ John Lennon
"More than an end to war, we want an end to the beginning of all wars -- yes, an end to this brutal, inhuman and thoroughly impractical method of settling the differences between governments." ~ Franklin D. Roosevelt
"The real differences around the world today are not between Jews and Arabs; Protestants and Catholics; Muslims, Croats, and Serbs. The real differences are between those who embrace peace and those who would destroy it; between those who look to the future and those who cling to the past; between those who open their arms and those who are determined to clench their fists." ~ Bill Clinton
"An eye for eye only ends up making the whole world blind." ~ Gandhi
"Fighting for peace is like fucking for chastity." ~ Anonymous
SUPPORT OUR TROOPS, BRING THEM HOME!!
NO MORE BLOOD FOR OIL!!!
current mood:  angry
current music: This is War ~ Smile Empty Soul
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12:48 am - Starving children...
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Make me so sad. I was watching Live8 today and it's such a great cause. We need to make this issue more globally aware. So, I got inspired, and wrote a shit poem/song thingy, but it expresses my feelings, which is all its supposed to do. Enjoy.
Humanity At Risk
The children are crying,
The people are lying.
Is there nothing we can do,
To save the poor and the hungry?
When will the day come
When people live in peace
When people don’t go hungry,
When everyone agrees?
When will he be good
When will his heart warm
And his mind change from killing?
When will he care about humanity?
When will the day come
When people live in peace
When people don’t go hungry
When everyone agrees?
When will they show they care
And act upon their love
When will we all see the joy of life
When a child is smiling.
When will the day come
When people live in peace
When people don’t go hungry
When everyone agrees?
current mood:  hopeful
current music: Lullaby ~ Ben Folds
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| Friday, July 1st, 2005
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7:33 pm
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I'll never make it as a sailor because I can't tell when it's going to rain or not, and because I have no sense of direction.
Just thought I'd let you all know that.
current mood:  giggly
current music: Life ~ Aselin Debison
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| Monday, May 30th, 2005
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11:13 pm
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Driving home from work, with the windows rolled down, blasting Starting Line...and then the sweet smell of summer rose to my nostrils. Fresh cut grass, the lingering smells of a barbequed dinner...it reminded me how close school is to ending (yay!)and how soon the lazy summer days are. I can't wait...
current mood:  dorky
current music: nothing
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| Saturday, May 28th, 2005
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12:20 am - i dont wanna grow up....
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Wow, I can't believe I'm almost done with school. Only 5 days left, and then graduation. This is the one thing I've been waiting forever for, and now that it's finally happening I have some majorly mixed emotions. On one hand I can't wait to get out of that hell hole that they call high school, and on the other hand i'm as scared as a 14 year old about to start high school. The safety and reliability of high school will be gone. I will be alone, in a different state, living with someone other than my fam, and completely responsible for myself. It's and exhilirating thought, to have all this freedom that I dream about. To be able to do what I want, when I want is awesome. But, I'm scared I'm going to miss everyone, and my family. 18 does seem young to be leaving the nest, but everyone does it, and I'm sure most have the same thoughts that I have running through my head right now. Everything is just going to be so open, and crazy and different. And, even though I'm scared, I wish it was September cause I just wanna start and get the first few days over and done with, and then be happy. I am really excited about Orientation coming up in a few weeks and also for the Leadership camp. It will give me my first taste of college, and that's exciting.
You gotta love where my mind goes late at night when I'm the only one awake in my big, quiet house. My mind wanders and just goes down some crazy thought processes. Prolly ones that I shouldn't be thinking right now. But hey, you can't really stop it right?
I need a life.
And I wanna go work out again. I feel the NEED to excercise. I feel the NEED to lose weight. I feel the NEED to be fitter and healthier. Damn YMCA only being open till 10.
I really need a life.
current mood:  thoughtful
current music: Cry ~ Mandy Moore
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| Monday, May 23rd, 2005
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9:52 pm - fun fun weekend
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So my rents left me alone for the weekend. Obviously, I was gonna have some fun. Friday night Nick came over, and stayed the night. Saturday Haley, Court, Nicole, Kristen, and Megan all came over for some girl time...with the Mike's hard Lemonade. That is so goood stuff. I tell you. WE had a fabulous time of hanging out, watching mean girls and gossiping. Tons of fun. Sunday I went to Shirley's, my voice teacher, house for dinner. She invited all of her senior voice students to come, so that was fun. But I think I may have eaten something bad cause I woke up this morning feeling like shit, and so I decided to stay home from school. At about 1030 this morning, I ran to the toilet and proceeded to throw up everything I ate last night. So that was tons of fun. Then this afternoon I had to go pick up the rents from the airport and my crazy weekend came to a close. I look forward to another in June. :) And here's a perfect memento of Saturday night with an awesome pic of court's sweet sweet ass. Lol.
( check it out now... )
current mood: content
current music: TV
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| Friday, May 13th, 2005
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7:34 pm
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You gotta love only working for 2 and a half hours. Heh. Good ol' book stores being slow and boring. And now, I get to sit on my lazy ass.
current mood:  chipper
current music: CSI
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| Thursday, May 12th, 2005
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11:23 pm - wow....
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So we like graduate in 18 days or something like that. Omg, how freaking crazy is that? We're done with High School. A whole era of our lives, gone. I'm super happy to be getting out of that shit hole, but in another way, I'm kinda freaked out. I'm gonna be leaving home come September. How do I know that I'm ready to live on my own? I'm an adult, but in ways I'm still a child too. Wow. But, having said that, and knowing how nervous I am going to be to start college, I'm so excited. I finally get to learn stuff that I want to learn. Stuff that interests me, and things that I can use later on in my life. But, it still really feels weird to be finally done with AVHS. Wow. Anyways, here's a song that in a way I think it sums up teens pretty well, maybe not all teens, but some, like me.
( Read more... )
current mood:  contemplative
current music: This is Me ~ Rocket Summer
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| Monday, May 9th, 2005
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12:57 am - whew
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It's 1 am and I just finished writing the 1st half of my rough draft for the research paper. I have about 7 pages, and I think my second half will be slightly longer since my third section is fairly long and full of lots of information. So, I am proud of myself, as this is the hardest paper I've ever written in my life, and I'm doing it!!! I think I may reach the goal of twenty pages...or atleast be pretty damn close to it. GO ME! I am doing awesome, and I'm no failing yet! And now it is time to sleep and I am beyond being tired at this point....*snore*
current mood: proud
current music: TV
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| Friday, April 29th, 2005
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9:33 pm
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so i am writing this update on my brand spakin new laptop that i recieved in the mail today! Yay! That is all.
current mood:  ecstatic
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| Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
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1:50 pm
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Copy the lyrics of a song into the google language translator, translate from English to German, then German to French, and then French to English. Post that text in your journal, and have people guess what the song is.
What to incline you sure did you never find the saw which the weather was next you? * its simple suprised both your of the eye to sew to close Handeld with large percision, another thoughtless to put, you it topic this to prepare cadaver to expose it has, a bereites cadaver. Scalpel, sutured. Completely still formed. These cuts leave Scars purely, installed those peices explain your history not to say require you, a word. If you name far calvary, wretch as I cannot store. clean this one with the kerosene. If you are not to let it be able, you to be able form bled to him moreover. Scalpel, sutured. Completely still formed. Your conduits are frayed, cannot to you towards the line better abfeuern seen, when of a sight you were not made, to be and a fight a better injustice with you be there slightly who your impulse is blutarm, you by simple fire you are tired tighten too much and drops some and nobody awaits you. Nobody waits and you. Nobody waits and you. If you name far from your forty, properly this one cannot store the remainder of me with the kerosene. If you are not to let it be able, you to be able form bled to him moreover. Scapel, Sutured. Completely still formed. Your conduits are frayed, cannot to you towards the line better abfeuern seen, when a sight you were not trained outside, to be and a fight a better injustice with you be there slightly
current mood:  amused
current music: CSI
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| Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
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11:52 pm
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Raise your hand if you think Paula Abdul is on something......*raises hand and waves wildly in the air*. Seriously though, anyone notice how crazy she has been the past few weeks on American Idol? She always has this doped up smile on her face, and her gestures are all over the place....it looks kinda bad. I doubt any one cares about this, but I just think it's such a change from the beginning of this season to now...it's kinda sad, really.
Anyways, I'm super duper excited about this weekend! Court and I road trippin it to Eau Claire! Placement tests here we come! And it's even cooler now that I found out that Nicole and Kristen are heading up there too this weekend to see some friends. I hope we can chillzor with them Friday night or something. It'll be sweet.
Anyways, time for me to go crash into bed....Have a good night everyone!
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| Sunday, April 17th, 2005
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11:30 pm
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Requiem for a Dream is a fucked up movie, but i love it! For some odd reason......
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12:18 am - wow
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So, I'm sure this isn't a big deal to most of you, but I now have over 1,000 bucks in my bank account. If you know me, this is a big deal for me. I am the most spontaneous buyer. I just shop and shop and shop. So I am almost there to being able to buy my laptop. Only a few more paychecks...and i'll do it! Yay!
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| Friday, April 8th, 2005
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11:36 pm - omg this is awesomley long.....
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| Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
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5:21 pm - wowzers...
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It has been such a long time since I updated this. My god. I guess I just haven't been in the updating mood. My life hasn't been super exciting lately. I've just been going to school, going to work, and hanging out with nick. So, I just started the last trimester of my high school career. And I'm sure these will be the longest 2 1/2 months of my life. I just cannot wait to get out of that hell hole and into the life I want. I don't know if it's just me, but everyone at school just seems so much younger and immature. I'm just sick of all the petty shit that happens, and I don't understand anymore why people get so worked up at the smallest things. It all just seems so stupid in the big picture. *sigh*
And work....what to say about that...I'm really really bored with my job right now. I just do nothing. I thought it was good to begin with, but really after doing nothing for like 8 months...well it starts to get old after awhile. But, it's a steady job, and I'm not going to get fired, so I'm working for the summer there, quitting when I go to college, and then I'm never going back. Lol. And I don't really work with fun people, there really isn't anyone my age there. So, it sucks. Oh well.
And Nick, well that's going pretty damn good. It's been a little over 2 months now, and I'm just supremely happy. I'm just so happy, and he makes me happy, and I'm just...god...I can't even describe the feelings there. It's just so awesome. *squee*
Life is just chugging along, and I'm glad. I want to move on, I want to be independant, and I want to be able to make my own decisions without having my parents ragging all over me. I'm just frustrated that I have to wait till September before I get out of here....
current mood:  indifferent
current music: TV
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| Thursday, February 10th, 2005
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10:32 pm
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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I hate my life. I have had the shittiest two days ever, apart from getting my hair done (which looks uber cute btw). Yesterday was fucking shitty cause my chior sucks ass and everyone in it sucks. I just can't take it anymore. I need to get out of this school, out of this town, and onto better things. I just........AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!
current mood: FUCK!!!!!!!!!
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| Sunday, February 6th, 2005
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6:19 pm - yoink
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